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I, the great Tessa, is a genius. When it comes to tracking blogs down.
Well, I was playing the PS2 again today :D I haven't touched it since... I can't even remember but to finally be able to play it again is a good feeling(: But I got kind of tired of it so I let Tim play, well, he was going to use Sean's character anyway.
Oh but that's not the point, I accidentaly saved my game over Rebecca's. Whoops. It was an accident. I didn't know I deleted the game instead of save it so when I saved it again, oh why do I try. Point is, I deleted it. It was only level 56 anyway.
Well, she forced Tim to make another character for her so he got quite pissed at me. But we found out that her character still existed (It was a level 51 female wizard, not that it mattered. But because Tim used the cheat, it had only level 1 stats, so she had to redo the cheat lurhs. Not that it's very time consuming) and we told her that she could just redo the stats.
But she insisted she wanted a Babarian.
So, to save Tim's ass, I went over to tell her she could just redo the stats if not make a Babarian herself (I don't know how she's going to do that) and guess what she said on her blog.
"but now they are thinking about getting me a laptop for my effort. well
that is good but it is just that how are the other kids gonna treat me.
tessa is like the queen of everything!!!!!!
she just deleted my character in champions and it was level 50 plus and then she ask me to create another one MYSELF!
irritating................................"
Handicaped ah? Cannot do yourself -.=
I told her to redo the stats and if she really (with her spoilt attitude) wants a Babarian do it herself. Tim won't go to the ends of the earth for her anyways so even if I didn't say anything he wouldn't do it.
Plus it's hard to help her. Try meeting her. I can't believe I will end up related to her soon. I cry, I cry.
Like I said, they spoil her. The deal was that she had to get into an all girls school, express stream to get the laptop. They want to give it to her anyways for her hard work. Where did the hard work come from? The sky ah?
All I needa do is tell her mum how she's been cursing at her while she studied and also how the hard work wasn't even there. If that was concidered hard work, I should get a lap top now, for stoning and cursing while I study.
Well, she called me the queen of everything. Thank you thank you *bows*.
No, I'm not the queen of everything. All the other kids just listen to me because I don't whine and scream like her. Neither am I spoilt, like her. Or as spoilt, whatever. Haha. But thanks for the compliment anyways.
Oh well. That's proof of how childish she is. Oh yeah, and that too. She admited I was more mature yesterday anyways. Cause I hang out with 'older kids'. I'm so amused.
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iTunes: Time Of Your Life - Green Day
So PSLE results came out today, happy for some people, sad for some people. Shocked at some too. Very shocked. Nah, not gonna tell you whatever I know. Anyway, I found out from the four people I was supposed to find out, which is good. (:
Right now, I know what I'm going to be expecting next year. I'm going to be pushed extremely hard. *Curses at parents*. Guess what, because I'm second in line to take PSLE on my dads side, I got a scolding from my parents for the 'elder'.
Also means she didn't do so well. She got cough217cough. And my parents said it was a good and respectable grade. Gosh, I'll get 217 next year and see what they'll say. I think what Tim said was right, they favourtise her and expect more from us than her.
They said that anyway, in Macs. That they'll expect more from us. Which is why I will limit my computer time next year, yes I must. *Jabs computer system for it to shut down permanently*.
Well, truth is, I actually want Tim to study harder, I know he isn't. Because now he's supposed to be punished but he's still playing the computer even though he's not supposed to. I want to tell him not to but who am I to tell him? I can predict what will happen a year from today (assuming that they'll post the results on the same day next year).
Well, I think I'd like do terribly too. Sad right? I know. Preparing myself mentally too not to expect so much from myself. Because I always do, which kinda sucks.
But funny thing is that my step mum thought that my 'elder' was going to do worse, get into normal stream. Ha, this is what she expected from her own daughter. I've got to try to get Tim to study so that he can go 'in your face' to his sister. I know it's mean, but I'd like to watch him prance around because he beat his sister. I know he's not going to do better if no one seriously, seriously, talks to him.
He has totally lost the respect of my parent and step mother. Seriously, who hasn't? Even I have.
Oh and since my brother is my dad's so called 'last chance', I shouldn't really care whether I do well. Then again I want to prove to my father I'm capable. Which is another reason why I want Tim to study, to prove to my dad he can do it.
But that's only one side of my family, on to my mum.
Well, actually I have nothing much to say now.
Maybe my mum did some really, really wrong stuff which made me hate her a lot. As well as my dad's really mean words about her influenced me to hate her too, but all in all, she has changed, a lot, over the years.
Truth is, she isn't who I knew when I was like, P2? My mum kinda knew that I never thought she was the better parent. She knows I liked my dad much better (oh, correction, before he met my step mum). She regretted how mean she was to me and now, she's much nicer to me. Which is really good actually.
I can't believed she blamed HERSELF when I didn't do well for science. And she was proud for the 80 I got for Maths. She never did have her expectations so low and also, never blamed herself when I didn't do well. Always I got a scolding when I didn't do well for any of my exams. She used to want me to be so much like her but I wasn't. I was playful (whoever that has met my parents know it that that came from my dad) and never wanted to study and only listened to my dad. So I guess she realised I'm not all like her.
But I still fight with my mum, we still don't get along, especially when we're both under pressure. We never got along anyway. I'm too much like her, I have to agree.
Then again, after shifting in with her, I've learnt more about her, got to know my own mum properlly and now, she seems to be the better parent. Maybe it's because of the pressure from all the kids (all my other three siblings and me) and my step mother and work and all but like, I can't blame him. And I guess, if he loves her then so let it be. I can't force him not to, even if I don't like my step mum.
So as for my mum, I don't know what lies ahead, whether she'd go back to the person I knew or stay the same but I know she has been trying very hard, and so have I. So, for the sake of making her know I can do it, I'll study harder. (: Which will hopefully get me off my chinese tution. Bwahaha.
xD
Inspirational speach over, I hoped you fell alseep. If you read through the whole thing. Good for you.
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I miss Shanghai super much, even if it means seeing Dawn. Still, it'll be kinda fun coughscrewinghercough. I know I sound really mean, live with it. She was the mean one *acts childish*. Haha, kidding. Well, I'll give you 6 reasons why I have a right to be angry :D Cause if there wasn't a limit, I'd go on forever.
ONE.
She treated me as a secondhand friend. Only needing me when 'partner' wasn't around. Yes, she dumped me for Rachel Loh. Haha.
TWO.
After which, she refered 'partner' as a random person. I have nothing against Rachel. She didn't do anything wrong. She didn't choose to be 'partner'. Haha.
THREE
She started sucking up to whoever she could talk to even if they didn't really want to talk to them.
FOUR
She got really vain and proud T.T
FIVE
She tried to be sarcastic, which she can't pull off. She really needs to get lessons from Jo Ee xP
SIX
She was super hypocritical, have I ever mentioned she hated Jo Anne? Apparently, she does and like, she still talks to her. *Sighs and shakes head*
Well, truth is, that was me a few days ago. Still really pissed off. But now, I don't really care. After all, friends like these don't deserve other people getting pissed and venting their anger on. They should be long forgotten, deleted out of memory. Friends who think she's right wasn't really a friend at all.
Rumour has it that she is getting more bimbotic. Tessa says it's true. *Replays image of her flapping her chicken hands at every sentence she spoke and shudders*
So officially, the Dawn problem is a case close to me. I think I've lost at least 3 friends (inclusive of her) in total. Big deal man, big deal.
I wish Jo wasn't in Virgina. Hahaha, for no reason though. And, I wanna see Fi and Sarah and Rachel again and help Fi's brother do his Kumon. :D Oh, and teach Fi how to play Boston. Haha, also, have Sarah and Fi shout at each other in the room and when they tried to talk to Ina online T.T
Oh well, I am really tired. Leaving next week. Bwahaha. I shall get a tan :D I probably will be in the Sun most of the time anyway. Speaking of which, when Mer came back from camp she looked much darker and thinner. Hahaha.
I kinda miss Home. I never thought I'd say this. Looking forward to 9 December then.
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